opa is dood. ik ga een gedicht schrijven. Maar wat?!
opa toen ik hoorde dat je dood was
ik dacht het is een grapje
zo snel kon het niet gaan

february

‘February. Take ink and weep,’

February. Take ink and weep,
write February as you’re sobbing,
while black Spring burns deep
through the slush and throbbing.

Take a cab. For a clutch of copecks,
through bell-towers’ and wheel noise,
go where the rain-storm’s din breaks,
greater than crying or ink employs.

Where rooks in thousands falling,
like charred pears from the skies,
drop down into puddles, bringing
cold grief to the depths of eyes.

Below, the black shows through,
and the wind’s furrowed with cries:
the more freely, the more truly
then, sobbing verse is realised.

iloveyoutillend

tarzan

i am worried about a friend of mine. he's so quiet, and he sounds sad. but what can i do, he won't let me help him. today i went with a friend and her parents to Tarzan the musical, in The Hague. Wow it amazed me, normally i don't like musicals but this one was very good, the music touched the deepest spot in my heart.

you might be a big fish in a little pond

reminder

what woman want. i can name so many things, but mainly i want love and attention. it gives me the feeling i am very sexy, attractive, special, and kindly. honestly in my life, i don't know anyone who has those shit. things i love to do is making photos. it's something i can put my whole life in. when i was a little girl, i used to watch the famous hospital series ''ER''. since that moment i was in love with doctors, hospitals, and the whole ambiance. it stood still for a few years, but it came back a week or two ago. a friend of mine has got the dvd-box of ''House'', amazing i was in love with the series. i love tha actors, but most of all how the act! so in the maintime a allready watched the whole dvd-box I, and i am busy with the second dvd-box hihi. after i watched an episode i have got the feeling i am super, and i learn of it. weird i know. but the deseases they tread are not one of a kind, but they are rare en odd. House is a big love of me, but we all know that now. so i want to explain my other love, bigger then hospital series: music. it keeps me dead straight. without it, my world doesn't look as colorful and happy as it looks now. music, i can put all of my emotions in just one song, or in one artist. when i feel lonely i listen to coldplay, i am sad i listen to Regina Spektor, i am deeply in love i listen to kings of leon. kings of leon and regina spektor are my heroes. they are a part of my life, how odd that sounds hihi. so i gave you a part of the story of my life, i am changing.

paddestoel